I have 4 weeks left until I'm a married woman! We have been together for awhile (4.5 years) so I'm not nervous about him, but I definitely starting to get nervous. I can't believe something I have thought about (conciously or subconciously) since I was younger is almost here and will be over with so quickly! It is so much work for one day...
I'm starting to get stressed out about all the details though. Was everyone else like this?
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"Despite all your best intentions, sometimes, fate wins anyway."
I'm starting to feel it and I still have 5 months to go. Part of it is my mom is making a huge deal out of every darn thing. So right now I'm trying to do the details I can so they don't balloon up but I know there will be junk at the end to stress me out.
Actually I was really stressed about the planning until about a month before. I gave everything over to my mom at this time and I relax. On my wedding day, I was so relaxed, everyone kept telling me I was the most relaxed bride they have ever seen. It wasn't until I was walking down the aisle that I felt like I might throw up. I think this is mainly because everyone was looking at me. And then when I standing up there, I was trying hard to focus and not to do something stupid like faint. But I was generally relaxed. We also were together for almost 5 yrs before getting married.
I wasn't nervous until the last 2 weeks. I was 100% ready to marry my husband... I just got stressed thinking about all the planning, things that could go wrong, the family issues (my horrible brother), etc. I'm also an introvert so the thought of being stared at by so many people as the center of attention weirded me out.
But once I walked down the aisle, I was cool as a cucumber. I just let everything go and made a point to enjoy the day and take everything in.