I still suck. In fact, I completely broke the ban. Oy.
D is back in the picture despite our best efforts to remain platonic co-workers. Seriously, who were we kidding? He's actually been pursuing me without me having to make any kind of effort, which is nice. But he's also a little shy about it because I don't think he knows exactly where my head is at. We've been spending more time together recently and so far so good.
Yup. I broke the ban. I just shouldn't ban myself from anything. It brings out the rebel in me.
Hi Kenzie! Glad to see someone else fell off the wagon...
I think we all know that I did, in a grand and spectacular way. It's been an intense 2+ weeks, but my boy has gone off to Asia until sometime next week, so I have some good breathing room. I'm able to look at things much clearer when he's not around, and that's definitely a good thing. Of course, this situation isn't helped by the fact that my sister has decided this is the guy I should marry...
I basically got back together with the ex. Then remembered that he'sa loser. But I still have some sort of pride thing going, so I can't totally dump him until I get in the last word. My excuse has been that I'm learning a lot about relationships... But basically that's crap. We're having a mutual ego trip. It's just sad. Oh well, once this is done, i guess it's back on the wagon for me...
Wow, I haven't checked out this thread in so long that I didn't even know there was a dating ban!?! Sign me up...for life... Since I have no intention of returning to the dating pool anytime soon.
i was doing really well.... then i met someone that i shouldn't date. we really like each other so we are doing it anyways. im not ready to admit who this person is because im not ready to hear why this is a bad idea. i know why, i just don't care.
im with kenzie, i don't seem to do well with bans.
I fell off the wagon too,i've started dating that really sweet guy I think I mentioned.
I have been spending most my time with him and infact he is the reason I havn't been on here much.
I'm feeling really bad that I broke the ban, but he is a really really great guy(for a change) and I didn't want to pass by something that could be really great because I was on a ban. I feel bad mostly since I went on the ban so I could figure out what I really wanted from a relationship(life in general) ,but I honestly seem to think clearer when I talk things out with him. He is very supportive of me and when I told him the reason why I wasn't dating he said "it's okay ,if we end up in a realtionship I will understand and help and support you through stuff".
I am still a little shy about getting involved,since I know I have alot of baggage.I have decided to go ahead and take a chance on him. So I am officially off of the dating ban for now.Wish me luck.
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