Ugh! So apparently today is my last day on the job. *can I start crying now?*
Now really, I should know better...I mean, I did take this as a temp assignment...but they kept making such a fuss about hiring me on full time and saying that it was as good as done, that I never imagined I'd be entering the holiday season with no employment.
What makes it so much harder on me, I think, is that this has been a ridiculously difficult year for me already...the last thing I need is another layer of stress and unstable footing. I'm scared I won't find a job...scared I won't be able to keep a roof over our head, or put food on the table...I'm scared that things won't be getting any better....
I'm sure you must be completely stressed out, but you'll find something soon! You're so smart and even though you've been through so much this year, you've really got your act together. Good luck!
I'm sorry. Hang in there I've had a really shitty year too. Don't worry I'm sure a good job will come along.((((((Hugs))))))). You always have us to vent too.
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hugs, sweetie. i'm thinking of you and saying a prayer for you. i know right now it probably feels like you're stuck and it's just so hard but now is the time to keep on fighting the good fight. we are here for you and thinking of you and i know, i just know, that something good will happen soon. just keep the faith and know you're not alone.
(((((((((((((((hugs and hugs and hugs)))))))))))))))))
Of course you can cry. I've been in this situation before and it's scary as hell, especially being a single mom. I was fired after 5.5 yrs., for pissing off my administrator (we shared a mutual hatred). After a month, I had no choice but to file unemployment. I didn't want to have to do that though I never rec'd benefits anyway. They said I should have filed immediately and questioned why I didn't. losers. So, even though you might not want to, it's better to go ahead and file now if you haven't. No kidding, the next day after I filed, I landed this job and it's the best I've ever had. Absolutely 0 turnover.
I'm only sharing my experience to let you know there is hope. Your assignment ending is truly a blessing in disguise. That job was not the right one for you; something much greater will be along soon. I'm sure of it.
Please just keep praying about it and keep the faith. I'll be praying for you too. Know that you and your little one are in our thoughts.
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