One day he may realize all he has done & hopefully the guilt will eat him alive - I am a bit vengeful myself!.
I'm hoping it hurts him terribly when he finally does realize all that he has lost.
But I know it must be hard for you financially not receiving child support - which has to be MY BIGGEST peeve in the whole world - can I go beat him up on your child's behalf, please?????
Go for it! I'm all for advocating pain and punishment on deadbeat dads.