And the prize for TMI goes to...Moi! Okay, I'm going to try to keep from going overboard...
I'm on the fence about sex being overrated. I've had quite a lot. I lost the big V pretty young (it wasn't in the best of circumstances, but that's in the past). Anyway, raging hormones being what they are in the teens, I had quite a lot of fun with my boyfriend when I lived in France. It was great. At least once a day. But then I hit college, and I suddenly hit a rut. I NEVER wanted to, couldn't get in the mood no matter how hard I tried. It sucked, it made me feel like there was something seriously wrong with me. I've tried out a number of different people, and what it has come down to is pure, animal attraction. Of course, emotion and a deeper connection brings more to the table. But at the base, what drives my being in the mood or not, is how attracted I am to the person in a physical sense. I don't think I'll ever attain the heights of sex drive that I had in my late teens, but I have found someone to whom I'm attracted at that superficial level, and FINALLY I'm getting back into the groove.
So, I have been on both sides...the "no desire whatsoever" to the "wanting it all the time." I think sex just boils down to having a good time. People put so much pressure on it...to always achieve, ahem, the "ultimate pleasure," when I can have just as much fun, and sometimes more, without it. It certainly takes the pressure off, not worrying about it, and I don't like thinking about me, me, me during sex. So I say relax, have fun, it's not that big a deal.
Andrea Julia wrote: I actually bought a mechanism to practice on my own about a year ago and have never taken it out of the box. Sometimes I plan that I will, but when I get the chance to, I never feel like it. I just think it would depress me. Ahhhh!!!!! It won't depress you - it will make you so, so, so happy. Trust me. When a woman embraces her own sexuality and can satisify herself, she's instantly happyier and more satisfied. That usually translates into a bit of confidence and the opposite sex can sense it. So not only does self-expression (if you will) increase our happiness and satisfaction, it also attracts men.
I don't know. I'm afraid it will because I already feel depressed about not being part of a couple and I have to face this like 2000 times a day. I try to keep that aspect of my life out of my mind as much as I can. I think I will be more open to trying it when (if) I am seriously dating and know it isn't the only way I am getting any. I just need the skin against skin and cuddly part of sex. Also, the emotion. I don't think I would enjoy it without those things. -- Edited by Andrea Julia at 13:36, 2005-08-16
Ok, I see what you are saying, but I totally disagree. Here's what you do. Go buy yourself this book "How to Drive you Man Even Wilder in Bed" - I swear, it's much more about how to make yourself feel ok with yourself than it really is about him. There is a section (as soon as i put my hands on mine I'll give you a page #) about having a day for yourself kinda thing, like - ok TMI TIME - from using your prize to looking at yourself in the mirror, etc. I swear it's like girl porn - reading is much better than watching.
Your sexuality has nothing to do with rather or not you are in a relationship with someone else. Your sexuality is about YOU. I definatley figured out the most about myself in times when I was alone - then I could translate that into a relationship. And if you are satisfying yourself, I agree that you will come across different to others & probably attact a man without trying because you will know you don't need one. I know what you mean about skin on skin, etc, but just try it. If it doesn't work, I'll send you the money for the book....
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Who do you have to probe around here to get a Chardonnay? - Roger the Alien from American Dad
And if that book doesn't do it for you, check out Betty Dodson's Sex for One. Seriously one of the best female sexuality books out there. I always recommend it to my friends who are a bit insecure.
blubirde wrote: And if that book doesn't do it for you, check out Betty Dodson's Sex for One. Seriously one of the best female sexuality books out there. I always recommend it to my friends who are a bit insecure.
Is it interesting even if you aren't insecure? You peaked my curiousity!
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Who do you have to probe around here to get a Chardonnay? - Roger the Alien from American Dad
blubirde wrote: And if that book doesn't do it for you, check out Betty Dodson's Sex for One. Seriously one of the best female sexuality books out there. I always recommend it to my friends who are a bit insecure. Is it interesting even if you aren't insecure? You peaked my curiousity!
Are you kidding? This is the best book out there, period, imo. I have a friend who buys it for all her girlfriends (well, almost all) and gives it as a gift every year. I'd definitely check it out. Betty Dodson rocks. I think she has a website out there (and a new book coming out - Sex for Two maybe?). Anyway if you do a google search, she'll come up. She rocks.