You'd think since I've been through breakups before, I would learn how to cope.
My bf and I just broke up after 1.5 years because we just realized that we have different goals. We are both almost 30 and he is just immature compared to what I want. He is financially unstable, doesn't own a car and is just not ready to settle down. He loves me and wants to be with me, but I am so impatient! I am financially stable and totally ready to buy a house and start building my life with someone
It is really hard because we have love for each other.
Sounds like you need to figure out what you need in a guy, then figure out where that kind of guy would hang out. If you do that, you can get to know potential bfs, and get a sense of whether what you think you're looking for is correct.
Sorry this didn't work out! It must be so hard to end that kind of a relationship.