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Lola


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so where to begin...three weeks ago saw an old friend out...we ended up going on a date...which led to many more...he is so nice, considerate, we've been friends for 10 years now, I know all his friends so the comfort level is awesome. The sexual chemistry is amazing...so we dated, saw each other all the time, every time Io saw him it was better and better. My mom LOVES him.


I moved away to Boston...such bad timing. I moved here to meet new people try new things and just live life, which I felt has been stifiled and stale the past year back home.


so I'm meeting new people. tons of new people. having a blast. the first night I am here I meet up with a friend of a friend who says he will show me around the neighborhood and introduce me to people. We have a blast...accumulate a huge bar tab...and I invite him back to my apartment (this was a week ago). I think I love him...I'm crazy, we just FELL for each other. I've never experienced feelings like this so fast before. He knows how to look at me, make me laugh, entertain me, touch me, hold me... It's scary. We just feel so good and comfortable together. My heart aches when he is not around...I miss him right now. He likes me just as much if not more than I like him (we haven't said too much to each other 'bout it, but words have been said)


So last week I go back home to get my wisom teeth out and guy from home takes care of me, hangs out with me, brings me lemonade and dvds to entertain me. We have a blast hanging out together. He is so nice to me...he starts a "girlfriend/boyfriend" conversation but somehow I weaseled myself outta that one...


so I come back to Boston and Boston boy asks me to hang out (last night) before he leaves to go on vaca for a week. we hang out have two bottles of champagne and we stayed up talking and listening to sappy music till 5am last night. It. was. amazing. We just connected. He is so frickin awesome. I'm falling head over heels and so is he.


Back home boy actually has to fly out of the Boston airport and planned on staying over my place tonight because his flight is early tomorrow...I called him and asked him not to come and broke it off w/ him...I feel so awful. He took it so well, and was like "I saw this coming" and "you are such a great girl I haven't felt like this for someone in years" HE IS AN AWESOME GUY!


Boston boy has no clue about back home boy or that I even was seeing anyone else or that I broke it off because of him (to be honest, he could be dating someone else, I haven't asked yet. I doubt that he is...but I was so you never know)


so yeah, this is where I'm at right now. I'm aching for breaking up a good thing with back home boy, and I'm aching because it's been 5 hours since I've seen Boston boy and I miss him so much...


 



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awww, sorry you were in such a tough situation sweetie. but, i believe, you should always follow your heart in these type of situations and I think that's what you did.  It sucks you had to let a great guy down, who was also a great friend, but you can't deny/ignore the feelings for Boston Boy either.  If you would have tried to stick w/back home boy, you'd probably just be thinking of Boston Boy   Good luck to you - I hope everything works out.

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That is amazing about your new boy!  Your friend at home sounds great, but as long as you stay friends with him and don't really divulge details about your love life, I'm sure you two will be fine.  Whatever happened to the myspace guy? 

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been there!  and guess what (as if you didn't already know) YOU'RE IN LOVE!!.  enjoy it and think of the future, not of the past. 


right now i am thinking of the movie LOVE ACTUALLY when the little boy tells his stepfather the reason that he has been alone in his room, etc..  he says he's in love and the dad says, i have to admit that i thought it could be worse....and he says "what's worse than the total agony of love"  hehee.  i love that movie and i just saw it recently and if you haven't you have to see it now!!!  while it may be agony to be without the guy, the future is going to be amazing! congrats, i know the feeling and it truly is amazing (it just sucks those times that you can't be with him).  as for the guy at home, it sucks, but you have to follow your heart, and it would be worse for him if you were with him and not feeling it. 



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i wish i had that feeling. *sigh*

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Aw, Im happy for you!  You followed your heart and it sounds like you will be happy with it. 


Not a bad problem to have, by the way.  ;)



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Chanel

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Lola, I don't know whether to be happy for you or sad for you!!!


On one hand I am jealous of you for finding so many boys you like. What a horrid problem to have.


On the other hand I'm so happy you've found someone you connect with so well.


On the other hand (yes there are three), I hope you don't fall too fast and get hurt. (You know me though. I'm always the one to put feelings an arm's distance away just for protection's sake.)


I'm sorry you had to break up with a good guy. Those always suck. And I hope new guy is everything you hope he is. You definitely deserve it. Doesn't Tony seem like such a waste of space now?


Did you get a computer already? My days aren't as full with my Lola interaction!!



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